byAngiHolden  dumaiweb

blog , byAngiHolden , fear , list , stanzas

I'm afraid

I’m afraid of oncoming trains and that feeling right before a train approaches and the wind is all around you, when you have no choice but t...

historis 15 Jun, 2021

byAngiHolden , free verse , health , text message

Tell him we love him

He has just gone in. I am on a chair just outside. The nurse promised to hold his hand. They do it in the theatre but I expect he will be se...

historis 15 Jun, 2021

animals , article , byAngiHolden , free verse , journalism

The very last of something

Sudan doesn’t know how precious he is, his eye a sad black dot in his wrinkled face his head a marvellous thing, a majestic rectangle of str...

historis 15 Jun, 2021

article , blank verse , byAngiHolden , death , health , journalism

What They Don't Tell You

My mum doesn’t know who I am. Sometimes I’m her sister. Sometimes I’m her dead mother. Once I was Shirley Bassey, which made for an interest...

historis 15 Jun, 2021

art , article , byAngiHolden , free verse , work

Jamdani Weavers

A bead of sweat rolls down my face; I am struck by the silence. The air is hushed and filled with concentration. On the banks of the Lakshya...

historis 15 Jun, 2021

byAngiHolden , free verse , news

Sinkhole

One of life's greatest certainties is that the ground is solid beneath one's feet so the sudden appearance of chasms, however small,...

historis 15 Jun, 2021

byAngiHolden , facebook , free verse , writing

Ultimately Terminal

There's something in me that wants to make everything funny. I do find life very strange by and large, and how we behave even more so. I...

historis 15 Jun, 2021

article , byAngiHolden , free verse , newspaper

Absent Father

I find myself here with a baby with delicate bones, fine features and blue eyes, who – especially asleep, when she's at her most beautif...

historis 15 Jun, 2021

art , article , byAngiHolden , free verse

Spring Drawings

I had had a very minor stroke and the first drawing afterwards took me two days to do (the days are a lot shorter in November). The stroke ...

historis 15 Jun, 2021

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